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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|12:45 pm] |
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allot is going on right now. for those of you who didn't know, i moved in with matt, got a new girlfriend, she became a stripper, we broke up, then she became a lesbian, and is now trying to hook up with one of my band members. where do i find these kind of people? in other news, i became a manager at pizza slut. the job itself is not that bad, but the pay right now sucks ass. i joined another band called Mooney Monday. I didn't quit Beyond Ruin, but i wanted to broaden my musical knowledge, and Mooney Monday plays a very unique style of music that gives me many opportunities to learn alot about music in general. every member of the band is amazingly tallented and i hope all goes well. i'm going to Wharton this next semester. I hope that's cool.(yeah right) well i don't feel like going into to much more, so ta ta. |
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[Nov. 25th, 2004|01:41 pm] |
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things have been going really well for me. i love my job, and my band, and my apartment. it kinda sucks though that the lease is up in march. i wish i could afford to stay there. but ohh well. it's all good. happy thanks giving. |
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| it's a thing we call bitch |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|12:41 pm] |
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i finally got to a computer. not so i could post, but just in general. it's been a while, so here's an update on life. i moved out to an apartment, and now work at pizza hut. it's accually kinda funny cause me and jake both have kinda the same story. i'm the bassest for downpour. we all want a new name, but we can't seem to come up with any that aren't already taken. it's been fun. don't know when i'll post again. so until then... |
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| sdakjfhaslkdjfh |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|10:09 pm] |
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hopefully this jumping on a trampoline and falling into a bat of whipped cream, while having sex with a supermodel thing works out. cause if it didn't i'd be sad. |
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| poopsicles and dumbdrops |
[Jul. 31st, 2004|08:34 pm] |
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this summer.....well......it's been a summer. that's all. not anymore to say on that note. college...who knows? that's all. not anymore to say on that note either. chicks, bitches, babes, or bootycalls.....none more. i'm moving in with jake soon. i don't know exactly when, but soon. that's all. no more to say then that on this post. |
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| heh |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|01:12 am] |
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does anybody still read this shit? |
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| Druncken stupidness |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|12:25 am] |
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YOU AIN'T GOTTA SAY TOO MUCH. FROM THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES I CAN YOU WANNA FUCK. YOU AIN'T GOTTA CALL ME A FOOL, JUST AS BAD AS YOU WANNA FUCK, I WANNA FUCK YOU!!!YOU AIN'T GOTTA SAY TOO MUCH. FROM THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES I CAN YOU WANNA FUCK. YOU AIN'T GOTTA CALL ME A FOOL, JUST AS BAD AS YOU WANNA FUCK, I WANNA FUCK YOU!!!PUT ME ON THE COUNTER COVER ME WITH ICE CREAM LICK ME FROM HEAD TO TOE BENDING ME OVER YO 69 WILL BE THE NEXT THING I WANNA TASTE YOUR BODY ALL NIGHT LONG FROM SUN UP TO SUN DOWN I WANNA MAKE YOU MINE YOU AIN'T GOTTA SAY TOO MUCH. FROM THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES I CAN YOU WANNA FUCK. YOU AIN'T GOTTA CALL ME A FOOL, JUST AS BAD AS YOU WANNA FUCK, I WANNA FUCK YOU!!!YOU AIN'T GOTTA SAY TOO MUCH. FROM THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES I CAN YOU WANNA FUCK. YOU AIN'T GOTTA CALL ME A FOOL, JUST AS BAD AS YOU WANNA FUCK, I WANNA FUCK YOU!!!YOU CANT LET A CAT KNOW KISS IN THE PLACES LIGHT WONT SHOW ILL TAKE MY TIME AND DO IT SLOW ILL DO MY OWN EXERCISES RIGHT BETWEEN YOUR THIGHES ITS ALL VERY PLEASUREABLE ILL GO PLACES HE WONT GO JUST KEEPP IT ON THE LOW LOW SO HE DONT KNOW THAT I STICK IT THE FLOOR YOU AIN'T GOTTA SAY TOO MUCH. FROM THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES I CAN YOU WANNA FUCK. YOU AIN'T GOTTA CALL ME A FOOL, JUST AS BAD AS YOU WANNA FUCK, I WANNA FUCK YOU!!!YOU AIN'T GOTTA SAY TOO MUCH. FROM THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES I CAN YOU WANNA FUCK. YOU AIN'T GOTTA CALL ME A FOOL, JUST AS BAD AS YOU WANNA FUCK, I WANNA FUCK YOU!!! |
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| arrrrrrgggggg!!!!! |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|11:11 pm] |
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i got to thinking today, and i figured that maybe it's better that me and colleen don't hook up after all. i don't mean to be an ass, but i just don't know if i could handle the whole long distant relationship thing. i mean it would be tight, cause she's a really awsome chick, but i just don't think it would work out. i tried the whole long distant thing before with jacque, and it was cool, but horrible at the same time. and here are the reasons: why it was cool is because every time we saw each other, everything was intensified by like 10. that means the time we spent together was ten times as meaningful and fun because i knew and she knew that we wouldn't get to see eachother for another two weeks. it was bad for the same reason because we wouldn't get to see eachother for two weeks, and all we had was every other weekend. i just don't know if i'm ready to do that again. i mean, she's really awsome, and i wish we could hook up, but it's like i said before, i just don't think that it would work out. |
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| another |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|12:39 pm] |
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yeaterday we did end up going to astroworld. it had to be the best time that i've had at astroworld ever. we got there, and it was raining. it was tight though. we got to ride all of the water rides and the mind bender, but by the time we were done with all that, it had stopped raining. so, we got to go on everything 5 times in a row. there was nobody there. it was awsome!!!!! frank, jake, danielle, and josh all convinced me to get on the dungeon drop. at first i was really scared, cause, if you don't already know, i'm deathly afraid of hieghts. josh rode beside me, so when we got on, i was like, "WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS?!?" by the time we accually got to the top, i was about to piss my pants. it went something like this, "oh god, oh god, oh god.....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....WE HAVE TO RIDE THIS AGAIN, IT THE BEST RIDE EVER!!!!!!!!!" so as you can see, i enjoyed the experience. anyway, after we got back from astroworld, we went over to logan's and jammed for about 30 min. to an hour. then we went to play pool, then me and josh went to meghan's so i could hang out with colleen some. but, basically to summarize the day:
IT WAS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!!! |
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| poo poo pee pee shit |
[Jun. 16th, 2004|10:49 am] |
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i'll start off by saying the last two days have been excellent!! two days ago, i had the most fun i've had in a long time. me and josh went to logan's house, and jammed out. Distant(the name of the band) was comming along excellent, until dalton decided to bail on us. he said that he doesn't have enough time for it. so, we now need a drummer. i want to give jake a shot on the drums because he's always wanted to be a drummer, and he's also pretty good. one thing i thought was wierd though, was when logan called dalton to tell him about the free studio time that logan's dad got us, he decided that that was the right time to bail. i dunno, i find that wierd. anyway, back to what we did that day. me, logan, josh and frank all went over to colleen's old house, and killed four bottles of wine. after we drank, we all decided that it would be fun to use colleen's packing tape to tape each other up like mummies, or like they were being kidnapped. it was a fucking blast! after each one of us got taped up and escaped successfully, we had wrestling matches. that was also a blast. yesterday was also a pretty awsome day. me, josh, frosty, frank, frank's girlfriend(liz), and colleen went to the mall to do some shopping with colleen. the only thing is, everybody ditched me and colleen so they wouldn't have to go shopping. i thought it was tight though, cause me and colleen got some quality shopping time in. after that, we went to go rent SCHOOL OF ROCK and watch it over at meghan's house. that was a tight ass movie!! today, me, josh, frank, jake, danielle, and ashley are supposed to go to astroworld, but i don't know how that's gunna go cause it look like it might rain, but who knows, i'll sooon find out. |
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| family time!!! |
[Jun. 13th, 2004|01:52 pm] |
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this weekend was pretty tight. i got to chill with allot of my family i didn't know before. in case you didn't already know, i had a family reunion at my grandparents house in dallas. we rented a jet ski and me and my uncle took turns taking out the younger crowd of cousins and sisters. we rode for about 2 hours. the only thing that sucks about it, is after your going 40 mph on a lake, hitting huge waves, and have two other people that weigh about 140 each hanging on to you for their lives, your arms and legs get really sore after a while. but other than that, jet skies fucking rock!!!!! i also coudn't smoke the entire time i was there cause all of my family is church going. so they don't really agree on the smoking thing, so out of respect, i didn't smoke the whole weekend. |
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| gigglypuffin with my homies |
[Jun. 9th, 2004|07:34 pm] |
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i have no fucking clue what i'm going to do tonight. last night was tight as shit. i went to the movies with frank, josh, frosty, colleen, amanda, and myself. we saw MAN ON FIRE. that movie was tight as shit also. it's prolly one of the best movies that i've seen lately. (besides troy) i hope i can go do something. i'm bored as shit. i noticed something though. i cuss allot when i'm bored, but yall can just get the fuck over that! i had to go to court today. it was a fucking waist of time and the $3 that it took to park in front of the court house. all i had to do was sign some paper that the stupid ass defensive driving school forgot to give me to sign. i kinda feel like jammin, but i don't think anyone else would be up for it. ohhhhhhhhh well. ohh, and one more thing, major props to frank for getting a chick! i'm happy as fuck for the fucker!! i wish i had the same luck with chicks as he had this time. i think i hit a dry spell. HA FUCKING HA!!! |
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| ...and the plot thickens |
[Jun. 7th, 2004|11:45 am] |
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this last week has been an interesting one. let's see....i mostly hung out with josh, frosty and frank. (just in case, for those who don't know, frosty got his nickname from beeing the only white kid in our apartments at one time.) the most interesting part of the week is when we went to the hole-in-the-wall art car museum. my mom made this place out to be this extravagant museum with, you know, art cars. so we headed off for the place, and it's not close either. it's downtown in the hieghts. on our way, my mom gets lost and we go in about 10 cirlcles trying to find the right street. when we finnally find the street and the museum, we have to park in a gas station parking lot because the museum doesn't have a parking lot. don't get me wrong, the place was pretty cool, but it was so small, it tooks us only about 5 min. to get through the whole thing.(no exageration). anyway, me and logan jammed all day on saturday. it was pretty tight. i kind of hope that this band thing works out because i've always wanted to be in a dedicated, and tallented band. i think we have allot of potential, but we just need to jam more often, and have everybody that plans on playing with us to be at the practices. the band needs to consist of a drummer(dalton), a bassist(me), lead guitar and vocals(logan), back up guitar(potentially jake), and wheather or not we have a back up vocalist all depends on if jake or i can do it. i'm up for it, but i don't know how well i can accually sing. we are supposed to jam again today. me, logan, and dalton are all for sure going to be there, but we need a back up guitarist, and we don't know who that's going to be. on a final note, to end this weeks post, i'd like to say... PEACE, LOVE, AND GREAT SEX FOR EVERYONE!! |
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| cuckoo wow |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|12:19 pm] |
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this week has been an interesting one. we've(meaning everybody) have been getting fucked up every night like for the entire week. it's been excellent, but i think i'm going to go sober for the next couple of days if not a week. it's fun, but too much getting fucked up is not good for one's health and will ruin the effect of getting fucked up. i am estatic about beeing out of school. it really hasn't hit me just yet, but it will pretty soon, i believe. i have yet to find another chick, but at least i am getting over jacque. i'm not depressed anymore at all. which is excellent, cause i hate bringing every body's mood down cause i'm depressed. i'm not really looking for a chick right now. i'm just trying to live my life, and have a little fun before i go to college and have more fun.(i don't know if that last statement made any sence, but i tried) if the last week is any indecation of what this summer is going to be like, it's gunna be a great summer. |
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| EHEHEHEH! |
[May. 27th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
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i hope my party turns out awsome!! graduation is on saturday. i can't wait for that shit to be over!!! we got tasha's party on saturdsy night, and mine on sunday. i really do hope they turn out awsome! this last week has been awsome. me and frosty and speedy hung out most of the time, and josh was with us yesterday. those guys are hilariouse! i hope i get to chill with them more this summer. josh is trying to land me this job at his work. if all goes well, i'll get it. we would be working in a polaris/suzuki dealer. i really hope i land it. that would be great!
every day i grow more and more used to not beeing with you. |
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| i hope it starts to look better |
[May. 25th, 2004|05:04 pm] |
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it's been almost 1 month. i hate this shit! i wish the one i love loved me back. i know she says that she does, but then i think that if she really did, then we would be together. i just wish i could make her understand that i want her to go have fun and be chicks with her friends, and i've learned my lesson on being too controlling and shit. i really want to be with her. i know that this sounds desperate, but it's true. i've never loved some one as much as i love her. it's gunna take me along ass time to get over her. but i hope we can get back together before i have to get over her. i hope my party is going to be cool. it will be the first party that she is not here the whole time. i really hope she at least stops by and stays for a while. i am gald though, that she is happy. i mean if this is what she really wants, then i'm glad. because, all i want her to be is happy. i don't know what i'm going to do. i guess i should stay single for a while, and just have a good time, but it's hard to have a good time when all i do is think about her. oh well, i guess i'll try and make the best of it.
jacque, if you read this, i love you and i hope you are having a good time. |
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| i'm an idiot |
[May. 23rd, 2004|07:51 pm] |
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i hate to bitch, but i have to get my feelings out somehow. she says she loves me, but i don't really know what she feels. i know that i love her, and would give my right arm to have her back with me. i know that most people think that i should just move on, but it's allot harder than it seems. i mean, me and her went out for 3 years. you don't just get over somebody that you've spent 3 years with. i know that i hurt her, and i'm extreamly sorry for that, but i think it made us both better people for breaking up back then. i understand that she wants time with her friends. even with me, she can get that. i just wish she would give it a chance again. i was an idiot when we got back together. i swear on my life, that if we get back together, i will be the greatest boyfriend she has ever had. i'm willing to let her do anything that she wants to. that's the way relationships should be. i just want to be happy again. the only way that will happen, is if i'm with her. i wish she just knew how much i love her. i've never hurt like this with anyone else. that should mean something to her. if we don't get back together i just hope that the hurt doesn't kill me before i can get over it. i think it's going to take allot of time to get over this chick. even if i try and make myself, i can't. i can't drink away the hurt, and i can't sleep it off. what the hell can i do to make it stop hurting?!? i hope that someday soon, she will realize how much i love her, and want to be with me again. i really hope she reads all of this. it's all of my feelings toward her. i don't hate her for what she did, but i hate the hurt. i'm sorry for being a dick to her. she doesn't deserve that. well, to sum it up, i hope that i can have her back soon, or get over her soon. one of the two. i think we all know which one i would prefer. |
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| the end of sobriety |
[May. 19th, 2004|03:04 pm] |
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| | AAAAAACKKKKKK!!!! | ] |
i don't know what it is about this girl.
i look at her and i want to hurl.
she tells me one thing and feels another.
why the hell do i even bother?
if relationships were ment to be easy,
all of them would be really cheesy.
together, we've been through allot.
my love for you is more than a sex plot.
what can i do to make you understand?
all this time, i've been extending my hand.
that's not enough aparently,
thus, here ends my life of sobriety. |
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| shit down and shitup |
[May. 17th, 2004|03:33 pm] |
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well....today is monday. it's a special monday though. this week is the last week of school for all of us seniors.....that is if you don't have to take your exams. it's still really boring, and i still don't want to be there any more than i have to. things at school just aren't the way they used to be. i used to not mind it as much, but it really sucks now. i really hope this summer is going to be awsome. i'm really looking forward to warped tour. that's gunna kick ass fo sho!! i'm ready to have a little fun!!! ever since i started to go out with jacque, everything just seems boring. i don't think it has to do anything with her, i thinks it's just my attitude when i'm going out with her. i dunno, but.....enough bitching. i really hope the next girl that i go out with is fun*, and exciting*........(those dudes out there know what i mean be 'exciting') also, i want her to be cool to be with, and i want her to WANT to spend time with me. anyway, i think that's it for now kids, more next time.
*it means in the bedroom in case you didn't get that. |
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